Everything's Changing But I Just Stay The Same...

Today's been pretty long, or at least it has seemed that way. As previously stated, I went to visit my grandparents after work and them being the interested, lovely people that they are, they were asking me all sorts of questions such as 'so what are you doing with yourself this year?', and it kinda depressed me slightly. I mean, OK I'm totally cool with the fact that everyone is off to university or college this year and I'm taking a year out, I mean I made the decision, and I still stick by it, but today just made me realise how lonely this year is gonna be. I mean, everyone will be off experiencing new things and meeting new people, and I'll be stuck doing nothing. OK, not nothing, but it's gonna be hard. I know things always seem worse at night time when I'm all thinky and over-analytic, but even if it is slightly exaggerated, the facts still stand. Everyone is changing and moving on, and for another year I'm just gonna be alone and the same...
Don't get me wrong, I'm not like majorly upset about this or anything, it just kinda sucks and me being me, I'm thinking too much. I guess this is all how it's meant to be. It's all good. Or at least it will be, eventually...